How can I move on when I've been in love with you..

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years

Heart beats fast

Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

 

I used to love that song, literally. Then when I broke up with him, it kept me crying everytime I play that song on my phone. On the lyric it is said " But watching you stand alone, all of my doubt

Suddenly goes away somehow" i should have done that :( but what I did was I leave him all alone, and that's what I'm regretting right now. Tears will never enough to express how I regret that day. I want to hold you close in my arms, I want to repair your broken wing-that one that I caused. If there was a second chance, I will repay what I've done :((

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Incredibly mellow day :'(

Happy Birthday Dear You :)

May you have a happy and prosperous life afterwards. Sorry for the mess I made in your life, for the word outspoken, for the bad-ending to our lovestory. Sorry for every single words I've spoken that day, I'm a bit emotional at that time. Sorry to make you broken hearted :( maybe you're now call me as a big liar, well that's okay. Only me and god knows the truth. Really, wish you a happy life :)

 

Quick Post : New Haircut!

Yah. Well, sebenarnya rambutku sudah cukup panjang. Tapi entah mengapa dari diri sendiri tergerak untuk pengen potong rambut. Akhirnya potong pendek, itung2 buang bala. Yaah, biarkan semua memori yang ada saat rambutku panjang terbang bersama angin (meskipun kenyataannya juga memori itu takkan pernah terganti) seperti angin menyapu sisa-sisa rambutku yang lama.. :')

Yah, well.. Semangat tataa! ＼(^o^)／

 

Another Quick Updates

Ini aku self-captured, saya edit sedemikian rupa, jadinya sperti ini. Yah well lumayanlah :)

 

Ciao.

 

A glassful of mood-booster :)

Besok anatomii lho, aku barusan aja belo google biar ngediseksi jadi nggak perih2 amat. :) berasa Iron Man!

Ini penampakan google nya ^^

Ini waktu dipakai saya *berasa Iron Man*

Super duper effective mood booster ever since :D

Ciao.

Then I remembered you :'

A little piece of heart, wasn't it? Ciao. #cryingsilently

Invitation-nya Mbak Indri dan mas Valsky :)

Setelah menunggu2 datangnya invitation-nya, akhirnya datang juga ^^ kaget juga lhoo, ternyata mbak Indri nya sendiri yang ngantar undangannya. Juara deh! Kereen semuanya ditanganin sendiri, anyway ini penampakan undangannya :

Sebelum mengantar invitation ini mbak Indri nya sempat ke dokter mata dulu, ya Ampun kasihaan udah H-berapa cobaa.. :( Mbak Indri, get well really soon and semoga kewongan-nya berjalan lancaar :D amiiiin :))

Have a nice weekend, folks. Ciao.

Sedih

Galau2 an sebelum kuliah IKM-KP ＼(^o^)／

Well, kemaren jumat ada pelajaran histologi, terus selesainya kira2 jam 11. Terus jam 1 diterusin sama kuliah IKM- KP :/ terus sebelum itu kita para cewek kan nggak jumatan, jadinya nganggur tuh. Akhirnya terbersit rencana untuk ikut ke kost nya dira :) kita foto2, galau2, sampe akhirnya balik kuliah lagi dan ternyata dosennya udah dateng. Mampus! Eh tapi we had a really great time :)

Antara mabuk kebanyakan doping dan belajar ekstremitatis superior

Well, inilah keseharian saya dalam seminggu :

Senin : PBL
Selasa : Anatomi (Kuliah + Praktikum)
Rabu : IKM-KP dan Histo (Kuliah + Praktikum)
Kamis : Anatomi (Kuliah + Praktikum)
Jumat : Histo (Kuliah + Praktikum) dan IKM-KP

Gualau gak seee.. Apalagi anatomi, belajarnya tuh nggak bisa nyantai.. Paling ya baru tidur ampe jam 2 (ini serius). Galau luar biasa! Makanya itu saya minum doping (baca : starbucks coffee) yang keeps me alive for, well mpe jam 2 itu lah >_< doping starts today, mengingat minggu pertama niat belajar sampe jam segitu fail gara2 mata udah tinggal 0,01 watt -,-

Well, sekarang sudah sampe ekstremitas superior, tapi kayaknya aku mau belajar yang sebelum2nya juga, soalnya gak gitu masuk.. Siap2 gak tidur ini -,-. Wish me luck! Eh ini udah H-berapa ujian paket 1 ya? *makin galau*

Ciao

Tata Moeljosentono

Just when I needed you the most, you're no longer there..
Just when I reach to that tether, I don't feel you anymore...
Just when I miss our time together, we can't be like 'us' again...
Oh, how I miss you.